The enemy is vicious and strong. He will dupe you and lead you on a merry trip to nowhere. He will blind your mind, so that you think you are going the right way, but he is leading you to destruction.
“Satan, who is the god of this world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe. They are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News. They don’t understand this message about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God.” 2 Corinthians 4:4 NLT
Maybe you do understand about the message about Jesus, maybe you need to face up to facts and come to the Lord Jesus and trust and obey him. His way is one of peace and joy, as he releases us from our sinful tendencies and hurtful doubt, and brings us into his kingdom.
You will not be able to stand against your mortal enemy without his power dwelling in you, as his Holy Spirit. You will have to say goodbye to the things you do, say and think, that are against his ways, and you need to find out how to walk with him day by day.
There is no one greater than Jesus, and he conquers all our wrong and makes us right with God.